A friend of mine said: so you lost your childhood since 7 years old.
I didn't feel it at that time. Maybe because at the age of 7, I even didn't understand what a childhood meant.
But now, since I am a mother, looking back, I tend to view my little self with the eyes of a mother, and I feel terribly sorry for that little girl. The whole world was so beautiful and in just a blink, everything just popped, like a bubble. I might have been too paralyzed to realize what was really going on. Is it a bliss of the innocence? :)
I used to say the hard life made me strong and steady; but the more I grow, the more I see it damaged me as well. I don't live for the present, I live for the past, and the future, or in a better word, prepare for a worse future. We never know, happiness is just a bubble.
I didn't feel it at that time. Maybe because at the age of 7, I even didn't understand what a childhood meant.
But now, since I am a mother, looking back, I tend to view my little self with the eyes of a mother, and I feel terribly sorry for that little girl. The whole world was so beautiful and in just a blink, everything just popped, like a bubble. I might have been too paralyzed to realize what was really going on. Is it a bliss of the innocence? :)
I used to say the hard life made me strong and steady; but the more I grow, the more I see it damaged me as well. I don't live for the present, I live for the past, and the future, or in a better word, prepare for a worse future. We never know, happiness is just a bubble.
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