Sometimes I wonder what I have done to deserve such beautiful love that my friends have for me. What did I do to make someone who has never ever met me in their life to take responsibility for me, to carry another burden to stand me up, hold my hand , show me the way and look after me with every single step.
If there is really Karma in Buhdist philosophy which I often partly doubt parly wonder, then I must have been a very good person.
being in debt in any aspect is never my choice, but somehow, I owe a lot from my dear friends, who are always ready to be there for me, to love me unconditionally.
Life is beautiful.
Again, I believe everything happens for a reason. I lost my life for almost 2 years for the depression; however, the dark time also brought its own juicy fruit to me. It made me realize how many dearest friends around, someone I haven't met, nor helped them in any way, I did nothing good to their life, in the contrary they are ready and try all their best to give me a hand. Then again the pain and emptiness of that time brought me to one of the most critical decisions - back to university where I had my opportunity to open my eyes, to see real things, to experience the kindness, love, generousity from the ITalian people, from international classmates. All the of this console my wounded heart and I thrive for life again, just like an almost dead plant lacking of water in the desert and find a fresh and pure stream under earth. Maybe sometimes, we need a condition to challenge our root, we have to penetrate deeper to find things that we are yearning for.
Bilbo in the Hobbit had become a hero, step by step, he won the hardships laid on the way to win over the dragon and gain the dwarfs kingdom back. I wonder if there hadnt been the scary and cunning Gollum, the bad nature goblins, the violent spiders would Bilbo have found his inner strength, his will and his hidden power?
I believe each of us is a hobbit, we just need a little push, to get out of our shell, face the challenge and become a hero of our own. Even though, sometimes, those pushes would be painful, unexpected, could bring heartache, darkness, doubt, fear, would make our knees weak, would break our own belief; but the courage, the love would lead us the way, to win all the spiders, dragon, goblins and madness, to find our strength, happiness and most of all the truth of love in our life.
I couldnt thank enough my family, friends in any single forms: besties, distant, online, sisterhood, ... who were, are and will always be there for me.
With all my heart and so much more...
If there is really Karma in Buhdist philosophy which I often partly doubt parly wonder, then I must have been a very good person.
being in debt in any aspect is never my choice, but somehow, I owe a lot from my dear friends, who are always ready to be there for me, to love me unconditionally.
Life is beautiful.
Again, I believe everything happens for a reason. I lost my life for almost 2 years for the depression; however, the dark time also brought its own juicy fruit to me. It made me realize how many dearest friends around, someone I haven't met, nor helped them in any way, I did nothing good to their life, in the contrary they are ready and try all their best to give me a hand. Then again the pain and emptiness of that time brought me to one of the most critical decisions - back to university where I had my opportunity to open my eyes, to see real things, to experience the kindness, love, generousity from the ITalian people, from international classmates. All the of this console my wounded heart and I thrive for life again, just like an almost dead plant lacking of water in the desert and find a fresh and pure stream under earth. Maybe sometimes, we need a condition to challenge our root, we have to penetrate deeper to find things that we are yearning for.
Bilbo in the Hobbit had become a hero, step by step, he won the hardships laid on the way to win over the dragon and gain the dwarfs kingdom back. I wonder if there hadnt been the scary and cunning Gollum, the bad nature goblins, the violent spiders would Bilbo have found his inner strength, his will and his hidden power?
I believe each of us is a hobbit, we just need a little push, to get out of our shell, face the challenge and become a hero of our own. Even though, sometimes, those pushes would be painful, unexpected, could bring heartache, darkness, doubt, fear, would make our knees weak, would break our own belief; but the courage, the love would lead us the way, to win all the spiders, dragon, goblins and madness, to find our strength, happiness and most of all the truth of love in our life.
I couldnt thank enough my family, friends in any single forms: besties, distant, online, sisterhood, ... who were, are and will always be there for me.
With all my heart and so much more...
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